Journal Of A Nero Spicy Mom

 Its amazing how many men stand in their woman's face and say "At least I'm faithful" or ''I never cheated" like sir.. Are you seriously bragging or expecting credit for being faithful?! Being faithful in a relationship is BARE MINIMUM. Being faithful is a given. nothing amazing, or credit worthy. its the very LEAST you can do in a relationship. Why do you get credit for something that should be a given thing in any relationship. If he thinks he's getting credit for doing something that is a given then he's insane. Sir, just NO..

 Nearly two months in and i cant let go of this gut wrenching pain in my soul. I hate him so much for taking everything I built for myself and my kids all to feed his own fucking ego. He says he's doing this, never home, leaving me to deal and struggle with everything alone to better our crumbling situation and its the biggest crock of shit I've ever heard. He did all this to be in control. He took everything away from me so he could feel like "a man" and feed his ego. he couldn't just do what he was supposed to do as the man and clean the yard, the garage and build a family business to leave our kids. simple things that mattered that I couldn't do alone and he took everything away so I had no choice but to be forced to count only on him and yet I cant count on him for anything. If I could count on him the yard,garage and house chores I need done would be done. wouldn't have taken him 2 months to bring our fridge in and the used one that came with this shi...

I can only imagine this must be exactly what she felt..It's the first time I dated someone with ex wives, or even other kids before me. His ex wife took his daughter away from him and moved her to the UK where she's originally from. I can only imagine the behavior he's showing me now is why it all went so toxic for the 3 of them. Two of the three kids he had before our daughter have severe father issues and shotty relationships with their mothers at best. The two he favored of the 3 are messy, ones possibly looking at some solid jail time for his entitlement to other people's belongings. Working towards something is to hard so take others hard earned things instead. At this point none of his kids speak to him but still speak to me. More likely because he has no accountability and no want to change his behavior. He does it to me and it's been almost 9yrs. I can't imagine how they must feel invalidated after nearly 30yrs. He's not someone I would want my daugh...